kanivari the journal

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

everything

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and
you’ve never met anyone who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known
I am the dullest woman you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes

Monday, April 09, 2007

dorama

The post will be about my hobby besides joking or mocking friends.

Watching Dorama!
current well recomended Dorama,

Nodame Contabille

Lucu banget, kalo suka baca manga yang ekspresi tokohnya lucu,
ini film beneran jeplak abis ekspresinya dari manga tanpa mengada-ada
bahkan muka cowoknya exactly kaya manga, bentuk matanya kayak digambar banget

ceritanya tentang mahasiswa sekolah musik klasik,
jadi banyak banget musik klasik di situ, baik orkestra, piano single, ato biola single
I'm not a big fan of classic, tapi abis nonton itu jadi suka banget

well to be honest, gwe sekarang juga tergila" sama hana yori dango 2 *dengan malu mengakui*

ps:myra kalo lo baca, lo gak gwe beliin dvd-nya secara kayaknya lo nggak suka kalo asia bukan kisah cinta :p

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

madol

jaman ngantor ginih,
gak pernah madol, paling cuti dadakan kalo lagi males,
ato cuti bulanan wanita,

kegiatan pas cudak:
bangun siang, leye-leye, nonton gosip, nyanyi-nyanyi,
dan stay at home ato jalan ma nyokap

kemarin, decided to madol!!!
gwe lagi dijalan, menuju tempat menunggu bis,
tiba tiba hp bunyi sms
liat sms "cil, hari ini gwe emergency leave, bukan bermaksut ngindarin rapat bank garansi, tapi ada keperluan dadakan sama camer"
*duenggg*
senin, gwe udah malas, berhadapan pula dengan rapat ajaib, akhirnya....
pas lagi nunggu bis gwe telp temen gwe yang cuti dadakan
"eh, apa gwe juga ya? gwe males sendirian ngadepin bank garansi yang susah nista,
lagian gwe gak pernah involve sebelumnya, tar tuh project di-hand over ke gwe lagi"
temen gwe jawab
"ya udah lo ke kos gwe aja maen, tar anterin gwe, gwe juga males pergi ma camer"

jadi lah, dari rumah gwe pergi ngantor, taunya ke kos temen gwe dan ke melawai,
daripada gwe balik pulang, apa kata tetangga gwe yang liat gwe berangkat...