me reactivating

the expected is what makes your life steady
the unexpected will change your life

taken from grey's anatomy
so... true

tribute to a friend who will soon to be leaving the freakin J town
huaaaaa mo ikutttttttt

absent minded

a conv between me and friend who just got back from spore

F (friend) : (eagerly telling story) bla bla bla
M (me) : (put pay attention face, but my mind out of nowhere)
F : eh di singapore mo ada kasino
M : (pas banget dengerin) hah?? bukannya udah meninggal? emang masih laku?
F : hah? HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA casino gila! yang buat maen judi
M : hooo HUAHHHAHAHHAHAHA

It's weird, me not paying attention become laughter for us, not make other party offended
need customize info to apply it at clients

eniwei, the blog will be absent for a very long long time
cao

shattered

all the things that seemed once to be
so important to me
seem so trivial now
that I can see

move over! move over!
there's climax coming my way

looking back and being grateful

2007 is about to end, I always feel like 7 is my lucky number,
then, here are remarkable shits and joy which happened to me, related to career path(halah)

awal 2007
I got sooo fed up with system planing dept. at BTMU

marchy
mo kerja di kampus, mikirnya sekalian santai dan mo manfaatin inet gratis
(but my conscience refused)

april
resign, tanpa dapet kerjaan dulu
with excuse that I gave my self a long vacation
(secara dari sma kelas 3 ga pernah liburan panjang yang sebulan,
2001-UMPTN intensif, 2002-semester pendek, 2003-semester pendek, 2004-KP,
2005-lulus, kerja)

may
I felt the needy of cash :p
a friend's sister offered me a job as marketing
application sent, due to the reference from marketing director, I got the job

june
start working in new place
I really love the atmosphere, crowd, and the job

august
my friend in system planning, got sick of BTMU management, and decided to find a job at Spore
as she's a motivation booster, so I got motivated as well
dia dapet panggilan cepet bet, which really make me wonder
after I checked the CV, omigot, how she describe her job.. ck ck ck
soooo I modify my own CV

september
I had a drama with a friend,
found myself new crowd to hang out with,
the crowd soooo hilarious, some of them obsessed to find new settle place to work in
I got influenced, postpone spore dream, start aiming big fish in J-city

october
sent application to oil company as a business analyst along with a friend, forget it
(It's impossible I thought)
invited for iview (bikin ngarep), rejected (I wasss sooo sad, kebayang gaji 14 juta)
but as the spirit of finding a big fish
I tried my luck again and again, along with one of my dying-to-find-new-job-friend

november
apply for this intl bank, unexpectedly, the recruitment process was soo fast
after two weeks, I need to have medical check up

December
tender my resignation...
my dying-to-find-new-job-friend accepted in oil services, almost double salary increasement
even my quietly-on-process-friend also accepted in government bank
(pantesan aja lo fram, gwe ajakin lamar ke GT ga mau hehehehehe)

now, I'm looking back
though through hardships
I still love my path, every path I took, lead me to a brighter one

soooo we're welcoming 2008
new year, new adventure

quote

ngikut" blog tetangga...
abis liat quote ini di dinding kamar temen...

[start quote]
I know I'm fat
but you're ugly
and I can loose weight
[end quote]

being pretty

careful dear readers
prepare a paper bag for throwing ups
the next post will be sooo.... annoying
since I'm claiming myself pretty here

a friend of mine once said,
"kalo lo cantik yaa, 30% masalah hidup lebih mudah teratasi"
dan gwe cuma jawab:
"itu tergantung kecantikan lo,
lo mungkin cuma merasa 30%, beberapa orang ngerasa 70%"

gwe sendiri ngerasa...
muka gwe lumayan membantu dalam beberapa kesusahan :p
misal,
nyari parkir, dengan nongolin muka, senyum,
nyapa: "mas, cariin parkir dong..."
dan akan dengan mudah dapet parkir,

ato gak, misal, naek busway (yg paling sering gwe lakuin)
kan suka diatur gituh, misal naek dari pintu mana, keluar mana
gwe suka seenak jidat, senyum dan bilang :
"mas, boleh ya masuk dari situ" (pintu keluar)
dan biasanya dikasih aja, ga ngantri, melenggang masuk setelah orang selesai keluar

hehehehhe kenarsisan dalam diripun bangkit,
is it because my smile? my eyes?
the beautiful soul inside of me which reflects in my aura?? bwhahahahaha
atooo.. apa mas" busway nyangkain gwe hamil??

but things were different when I had my encounter class last sunday
(encounter class = ujian lisan bahasa inggris with native)
there were only 3 students, 2 girls and a guy
the native asked us to tell what had happened to us in the past 2 weeks

the first turn were the girl,
she told the native, about what had happened as nothing special
as far as I remember, she made some mistakes
and I could tell that her english were not that sophisticated for our level
but the native dont pay much attention on her
then the guy turn, he did good

then my turn,
sialnyaaaaa, native put more attention on me
(due to my smile? eyes? aura? huahahahahha)
sialnyaaa lagiiiiii
I have this bad habit with 's' when I speak
like, "annie is david's sisters" or "I won door prizes"
I know I shouldn't put 's' after sister or prize, but my tongue just can't control it

the native said
you seem to have a bad habit with plural nouns
*dalem ati* siall dia sadar
*dalem ati lagi* sial, being noticable not always bring some luck

so conclusion ...
stay pretty dear ladies
dan rifka suka ke pd-an

waiting

is sucks...
argh.......

one day feels like a year,
I can't sleep... *boong deng*
this is really a test for my patience

*elus elus dada*
sabar... sabar.... sabar.....
semua akan indah pada waktunya

can't wait to hit the 'send' button